on Sunday, September 28, 2008 3:35 PM
I got nothing to say now.I'm exceptionally FUCKED up now.I officially declare that me, Shermin See Qi Qi HATES Sundays and all public holidays, or any family days cos it sucks to the core.My parents SUCK big time.And should just go and DIE this moment.Cos it makes me feel scared and insecure.Maybe I should just leave home.So I dun have to face such attitudes.Dun ask me to talk back.I'm just some frigging coward.I hide in my room. I dun make a noise. And only pray that everything ends.It makes me feel like I'm going to die anytime soon.Cos I cannot do anything else.So many times,So many recounts,I can all remember how I hate being with them.I keep this all in my heart,I fear.I hope that every Sunday I can see them laughing and talking.If not, just kill me. The atmosphere will be so tensed till nobody talks.And I never tend to cry.Not cos I dun want to, but cos I dunno how to.I dunno if you can say I'm strong.This is a dark secret. Definitely not my darkest secret.Dun ask me how I'm able to be so happy in school,when this thing may just occur on any sunday.我要崩溃了。Labels: TO HELL WITH THIS THING.
SHERMIN