SHERMEEN :D

on Sunday, September 21, 2008 10:47 PM

I'm stupid.
Stupid at wasting my time.
Stupid at how I'm not motivated to study.
Stupid at how I'm worried but giving that heck care feeling when exams are just a few days away, saying "Hello" to me.

I was totally shocked when I woke up only at 1pm today.
And it was thanks to my bro who woke me up.

And I tell you, I was so scared today.
Cos I dunno what's wrong with my parents lah.
Dunno eat gunpowder of what.
Anytime like want to quarrel.
I hate this kind of things.
Make me very jittery and stuff.
I can cry.
They talk like want to kill each other like that.
Then suan each other as and when they bu shuang.
Although today was not really that bad,
but still make me very pek cek.
Mother not happy, father got to be very careful.
If not, want to quarrel.
Make me super scared.
Then my very super duper uber toot brother never notices anything.
And still behaves in a very idiotic fucked up way.
But I cant say anything.
Then I have to just stay there and pray nothing happens.
Then they cold war.
My brother continues whining about what he wants.
But I cannot just scold him.
I dunno why. But I never have the courage to stop my parents from all these cold war stuff, or to stop my brother from behaving this way and ask him to grow up.
I'm useless I know.
And so I will always be more than happy to reply any smses that comes along.

And then Papa was like dunno what's wrong.
Speeding all the way.
Kns.
Freaked me out totally.
I've got a phobia you know.
Damn this whole bloody thing.

Changed and went out.
Went to Bedok to eat lunch.
Then drove back to Kallang Park to watch Mama Mia!

Very nice show.
Its like a classic and olden version of High school musical.
Hahaha.
With a few touching scenes here and there.
Go and watch it!
:D

After the show, Papa drove to ECP.
I thought we were going home already lor!
Grrr...
Then he suddenly said want to cycle!
And all of us were o.o
My mum was like wth!
And I was like nonono. My flats were already killing me.
Blister ready to pop out.
Mummy hates this kind of no planning thing.
So she black face again.
Walau. Make my life so difficult.
Luckily nothing happened much after.
Though I was still trying to be very careful.

Went to have dinner and home.
I finally washed my hair!
And eeeew.
My whole towel reeks of that chemical smell.
Yucky yuck.

I feel cheated.
Cos I dint get my phone.
And now, from time to time, my phone will have some weird weird colours coming out.
And it blacked out once just now.
I was telling my parents that maybe it was the trip to OCH and what I captured in those images made my phone go liddat.
I showed Papa the photo and mummy was telling him how it looked real and stuff.
And papa agrees.
Mummy even asked if my phone started having problems before or after the visit.
Lolol.
Hahaha.
Anyway, I want my phone! I want the Nokia 6600 slide!
Its within my consideration lah.
Lolol.

School tomorrow.
Gawd...
Having that "prelims".
Eeew.

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