SHERMEEN :D

on Saturday, December 13, 2008 10:03 PM

Somehow I found today interesting.

As usual, I sent my bro to tuition. Then I missed 31! But still, I was not late for tuition.

The moment I saw my tuition teacher, the first thing she said to me was,
"哇！你变好黑哦！"
Haha. I thought she was staring at my hair, but instead something like that came out. And she's one person who rarely talks about anything else other than work.

And then the next thing was, "did you do your homework?"
Then I feign ignorance and "looking" for my homework.
"Never right?"
*die die die*
I think she's going to call mummy soon. Hahaha. Again.
2008 is a year full of complains from teachers which I never got before.
So what's up for 2009? Detentions? Hahaha. *touchwood*

Then I decided to go for piano lesson straight instead of going home first. I knew I would be too lazy to step out.
So I bused down to Katong and thought that I should dabao lunch first. So it was after so long, that I once stepped into that coffee shop to buy Chicken Rice.
Ordering something made me feel weird. I dunno why.
But apparently, the main point was that, the chicken rice stall owner wasn't on good terms with his neighbour, the one selling Indian food (?)
He wanted to get a styrofoam box from them and this Indian women practically glared at him. So he got so frustrated and took it from the Char Siew rice stall. And after on, the Indian women still kept staring at him. And I think her husband (?) kept trying to calm her down. Lolol.
I wonder what would happen if they quarrelled. What a sight!

Piano lesson was greattt! Oh yeah. Mrs Tay's grandson came. And she was so amused by his presence. She stopped the lesson, and went out to play with her grandson, Gabriel. He's cute!

My parents are now in Malaysia, KL.
Which means total freedom for me until tomorrow night.
Apparently, I've got nothing to do.
So I think I'm just wasting my time away. Eeek.
I thought I could do something. Oh well.
Anyway, fcuk this cos I'm feeling so cheated now.
And my favourite hobby is to trash things out :D
But I doubt I'm going to do so, since its not that necessary.
I shall wait and see. It's not going to affect me much I hope.
And I personally think that I am more suited to write that sentence more than you do!
Perhaps everything just went wrong. I was not even important. Just insignificant. It's not the first, so I guess once more won't hurt.
Inside me, from time to time, I'm bearing a grudge.
But somehow, I know I've done this before. It's just human's nature.
Anyway, I was discussing with lifang earlier on,
Sometimes it really sucks being in Singapore.
The immediate moment we stepped back from Malaysia, you could just feel everything dropping back on you instantaneously.
It's full of selfishness, greed, anger, hate, and everything unpleasant you can think of.
The kind of happiness you get is different. The feeling is different.
The way that you want to relax and enjoy is not something you really want, but only something that can satisfy your wants when you are drained out.
We start pampering ourselves at such high costs, when we could really be contented with just something simple like a talk over with friends.
It's full of competition, and it sucks to see how everyone is fighting over what they need and want.
If you ever fall behind, you are out. Is that how life is supposed to be?
Shouldn't we be sharing what we have, to savour every moment of happiness so that you feel that you live for a real purpose?
It sucks to be tied down with work all the time when you are just a student and you get teachers and parents complaining and nagging almost everyday just cos you dun get things done well enough.
It sucks to be left out by friends and they don't get to understand you well enough and think that you are the one being selfish when you actually had your reasons.
It sucks to be wasting time off doing nothing, crapping a whole lot of rubbish when something else more important could be done.
It sucks when for a moment, you get so occupied with things, but the next, you are idling away.
It sucks to know how people can get greedy and jealous over every trivial matter and start hating each other for no reason.
It sucks to be typing all these even though I have no idea what it means, these make no sense, and it's a total load of crap. If you're reading this, good/bad for you. But know that all these are just my feelings. Nothing much personal to anyone out there.
But yeah. It totally sucks being stressed out even though it's the holidays. It's like being deprived of a good teenagehood. How's that?

Kay. I was being retarded up there.
Now something interesting for me. Cos I dun wanna bottle it up.
I want Christmas presents! Ahha! Nah. It's just for me to list down my cravings :D
Just being a little over materialistic here.
Here's it:
'I wanna new handphone!
'I wanna pencil case!
'I wanna sling bag!
'I wanna that Timberland bagpack!
'I wanna more clothes!
'I wanna one more ear piercing! (Wait till I get into JC first. JC! Not poly! D:)
'I wanna contact lens! (Dream on...)
'I wanna more flats!
'I wanna eat eat eat!
'I wanna wanna go shopping!
'I wanna go holiday! (Next year next year! :D)
'I wanna soft toys! Baby eeyore is cute! *hint hint*
'I wanna renuion with OBML people!
'I wanna anything pretty on the streets. Hahaha.
'I wanna money! $.$

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