on Friday, February 20, 2009 10:27 PM
Friday ended on a really bad note.
I was right to say that I almost couldn't pull through today.

Woke up at 4.50am just to study for chem.

The terror began after school. Which I dun think I would wish to elaborate much on it.

Maybe I appeared childish, but, it's just affecting me that much.
Planning a hike had never been more than difficult.
Everything used to be short, simple and sweet.
Now, it's so complex, so complicated, so full of conflicts.
Then what's the point?
I used to enjoy night hike so much.
But now, I feel like just giving up everything.
It spells anything but FUN to me.

I broke down. I cried. I was just simply helpless.
Yeah, maybe it seemed ridiculous how these pieces of papers could just bring me down.
But it just did.

I dunno what to do anymore. I'm so tired. It's a chore.
All I know is that I totally hated this week.

And you dun treat me like I'm someone for you to vent your anger on.
So what if you're older, so what if you're more experienced.
I dun have the mood, neither do I want to waste my time on you.
So get a life, and move on.
I explained myself. You chose not to accept the answer, then so be it!
What can you expect me to do when I really didn't know.
Come on, things don't work this way.


Anyway, on a happier tone,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MANDA! <3

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