on Thursday, February 19, 2009 11:05 PM
I had barely enough energy to pull through today.I thought I wun get to live till tomorrow morning.I assumed that I wouldn't even get to sleep.I'M STUCK WITH MAP READING. THE NIGHT HIKE IS KILLING ME.
MY MIND IS WALKING IN CIRCLES AROUND THAT THICK THICK STREET DIRECTORY.
AND PRAY... THAT I WON'T GET SCOLDED TOMORROW.
I'VE GOT THINKING DAY CELEBRATION TOMORROW IN SCHOOL. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, SHERMIN SEE. DUN GET NERVOUS OR WHATEVER AND START SAYING SOMETHING WRONG. YOU ARE SO GONNA GET KILLED.
I HAVEN DONE ANY STUDYING TODAY. JUST FOR THE REASON THAT I REACHED HOME AT NINE, I BARELY HAD ENOUGH PATIENCE TO GO THROUGH THE NIGHT WALK, SO HEY. GIMME A BREAK.
BUT NO. THERE ARE LIKE 2 TESTS TOMORROW. WHICH I'M NO WAY NEAR READY. SO KILL ME RIGHT NOW.
I NEEDA WAKE UP AT 5AM TOMORROW SO THAT I CAN AT LEAST STUDY A LITTLE. AND THEN I'LL GO TO SCHOOL WITH MANY MANY THINGS.
THEN THEN, THERE'S CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT MEETING TOMORROW AFTERNOON. AND CHIEN NEE HAS MATHS REMEDIAL! NOOOO! NOW I NEEDA PREPARE MY PROPOSALS.
I'M NOT MYSELF ANYMORE.
I'VE GOT NO MORE ENERGY. NO MORE STRENGTH. TOO TIRED TO CARRY ON.
BUT THERE'S NO CHOICE BUT TO KEEP PULLING MYSELF THROUGH IT.
IT'S NOT ONLY ME. IT'S EVERYONE. Labels: put it in