on Wednesday, December 30, 2009 10:19 PM
Aiyooo. So cute ^^ *squeals*
Too bad he isn't a singer. If not I'll definitely be super obssessed. Wahaha.
Too bad he hasn't got anymore dramas with Rainie. But people say there may be a possibility of them shooting DBY2! *continues dreaming*
Today may be the last post before 2009 ends! Will be spending the night tomorrow at Ahgwee's crib. Prolly not going to blog.
Somehow, I feel that 2009 hasn't been that memorable to me. As compared to 2008.
A very eventful year, I still must say.
Surely, the big 'O's was the biggest gift presented.
Still remember the time when I had to read the "Letter To Myself". Felt so hypocritical. It's hilarious how I just want to hand up this letter, like "hey, I've done my job", to reading it out loud to the whole school. So yeah. 1400 pair of ears heard I wanted to mug for 'O' levels. *laughs*
True. I did put a little more effort in my studies.
Waking up at 4am everyday. Yet, I got put down by some people, who thinks that my effort is not an effort at all.
As usual, spending a huge amount of time on SC and Guides, so they think I neglect my studies. Nothing surprising.
Yeah, I was failing 3 subjects. So up till when O levels came, I had TOTALLY given up on A math. No regrets.
Friendship wise. Gained and lost.
New clique, you may say. But still, I treasured everyone.
May have spend more time with some. Lesser time with others.
Probably went through another round of personality makeover.
Will always cherish the times we did things together. Celebrating birthdays, going on outside school activities, hanging out together after school, Career Seminar, Teachers Day, Class Chalet, Prom. Everything.
Particularly enjoyed this year's Guides Camp.
Last camp as a Guide. Specially put in hard work.
To satisfy some people's needs and demands. To uphold the responsibility as a leader and let our juniors have a meaningful camp.
Beyond that happy and enthusiastic expressions, lies the tired and worn out soul. But nonetheless, all effort put in was worth it.
Because we believed even our new Sec 1s enjoyed it.
Remembered how Chien Nee and me couldn't wait to step down from SC.
Constant pressure, expectations. Too suffocating.
Was super happy on the day we passed down everything. No more burden~
No more afraid of how teachers or students look at me. Because I was just like everyone.
White shoes, red tie. Heh heh.
Still remember all the study dates. Gruelling, boring and tedious.
A game of concentration. Block out all distraction.
Managed to abstain myself from the computer. Was damn happy cos I didn't touch it for more than a month.
Well, I wouldn't really wanna remember what I did for O level period. Usual. Mundane.
But the feeling was good while I was clearing out my stacks of paper. *guilty for killing so many trees*
Didn't cry on grad day. A happy way of leaving the school, I would say, loved very much.
Inside me, was full of reluctance to leave. My friends, my juniors, some of my teachers.
Cos memories are what that's left, and I dunno how many will still remember me. It's time to move on.
Job hunting experience was fun. 've been looking for a job since I was sec 2.
Was really happy when Pay Shin replied my email just the day after I submitted my application.
Got my first job at Popular.
Warehouse experience was still the best. Well, that is if you exclude that supervisor.
Bookfest wasn't bad. I tried many things. And I declare I hate sales catching. The best was still Letting to know the other 4 girls, where we stuck with each other in these 10 days or so.
Can say that while having a job is not a bad thing, school is always better.
Having a job means a step closer to independence.
And when something doesn't go right, we can't possibly tell our superiors, "I'm going to complain to my mum" or something.
Perhaps, you'll even miss signing consent forms or something. Because they expect decisions fast.
Making a mistake may cause you to lose your job. At times, requirements at work may be higher than in school. Particularly during the bookfest period.
Well, it was all to earn a job experience.
Although now, I'm so afriad of receiving a sms that may dampen my mood. Or receive a call and get a scolding. ><
Going shopping tomorrow! :D
Hopefully can get some New Year Clothes and clothes for Taiwan!
Ahhaha. Can't wait can't wait.
I'm going to embrace 2010 and hope Feb comes faster!
Alright. Gonna wish everyone a Happy New Year! :D
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