on Tuesday, January 12, 2010 11:32 PM
Freedom smells so sweet~ Last day of work today! No more looking at books!Who knows when's the next time I'll go back to work. At least not this month.Dou niu yao bu yao showing on teevee now. Lazy to on teevee. Lazy to watch, though there's Mike (^^), but the show... Urgh nvm. I'll watch it online if I want to. More concerned about where I'm going since I've gotten my results. I'm quite certain that I'm entering a poly. JC life... GP and what not. Hmmmmmmmm. Nah. I seem to have set my heart and mind on Integrated Events and Project Management at SP, but yet, I feel like there's something holding me back too. I keep referring to other courses in search of something - I.don't.know.what - and... then, I stop there. Sheesh.I think I'm just stuck. Like I dunno how I should fill up my 12 choices. And Wednesday is approaching. Meaning that I got less than 3 days to make up my mind!!!Guess what I'm most afraid of is that I make the wrong choice, and regret. But at least I understand that Poly will be where I'm heading to. I don't deny that after I got my results yesterday, I did consider the thought of going to a JC. But let me be realistic. So, no.*screams*Dilemma, dilemma, dilemma. I really hope somebody can tell me in depth what all these courses are all about. If not I'll be following my gut feelings blindly, and I don't feel good about it. I shall go stalk all the poly websites and dig out whatever useful information so that I can get out of this.It sucks that my parents seem to be leaving the decision to me. I gauge that they don't understand what is this o level results system and whatever is all about, so they can't do anything much. Crap.I'm like worrying for nothing. And I'm making myself feel uneasy for nothing. I'm gonna camp at home tomorrow, and seriously and slowly come out with a conclusion. *ponders and ponders*I shall let myself relax for a moment. Labels: XXX
SHERMIN