on Friday, January 22, 2010 10:59 PM
I totally love Guides :DWas reading through my archives. Mainly my Feb and March posts. Recalled how much I've been through in Guides in sec 4. Ah, bittersweet memories.It's funny how I used to be so busy and so involved in school, and screw up my academics.How much I needed to get good results, yet refuse to give up on school commitments.Good memories. Went back to school with Shikin today cos the Sec 1s were coming in.Didn't get to mingle with them. Neither did I really went to mix around with the current guides.Probably felt a bit awkward :/ and, I can't just seem to wash away the feeling, "I don't belong here anymore."To put it more bluntly, a sense of insignificance. Expected it, accepted it, just facing it.I just went back to school to talk talk talk. xDI dunno why I felt a little sad. Really hope that those sec1s who wished to appeal would stay on. Well, I've probably been through what they are feeling right now, the kind of reluctance to be in this CCA. But, still, I hope that they can stay and discover more things. Besides, was also a little sad as to see rather "unacceptable" behaviour by some. I still liked how guides was in the past. Though strict, but there was always that sense of friendliness amongst seniors and juniors. We shared that bond of unity and beared the same kind of expectations. But well, things do change right? Anyway, crapping with Yanin and Shikin was good. HAHA. So gonna miss them two! I guess I won't be going back Bedok View often. Probably once in a blueeeee moon. Time to move on already! Don't wanna keep clinging on to the past. Alright. A probably very boring post. Now I'm going to do something exciting - glue myself to Teevee. My very precious half an hour. Muahaha.Labels: ♥ guides, ♥ Shikin
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