on Monday, April 19, 2010 8:21 PM
Fk. I received 2 events that we're supposed to be doing on my first day of school.Okay, I should have expected it.Idk is it cos I'm pmsing and am feeling very pek cek about it.Or is it cos I'm still in the holiday mood and having projects to do make me feel really dumb.Or worst come to worst, I'm really really really scared that I'm regretting my choice to enter this course.Fuck.I hope it all just boils down to the first reason.I feel like crying so badly. I think I am going to in a minute or so.I'm such a coward. Urgh. Can someone please tell me I'm not the only one feeling this way, and everything will be okay?I want to tell myself that I've got awesome friends, and awesome lecturers. That my life will be also fantastic just like how life was fun in BV. I keep thinking back, even though I shouldn't be.And it sucks sucks sucks.Gonna cry it out, then come back and prepare myself for the 3 years ahead.I can do it :)Labels: XXX